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[Jun. 8th, 2006|09:09 pm] |
Finally free.
oh by the way.......some people call me the space cowboy. |
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[May. 29th, 2006|09:33 pm] |
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| |  frustrated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Since you've been gone - Theory of a Deadman | ] |
It seems that nothing ever goes my way
Since you broke my heart when you left that day
There's nowhere to go so just stay with me
Cuz since you've been gone, I've been beggin' you please
To tell me you're not alright
And you needed to come home
(Since you've been gone)
To tell me you're not okay
And you needed me all along
Since you've been gone
I need to hear from you
Since you've been gone
It seems that every time you swear to God that you're leaving
I'm down on my knees beggin' you to stay
There's nowhere to go so just stay with me
Cuz since you've been gone, I've been beggin' you please
To tell me you're not alright
And you needed to come home
(Since you've been gone)
To tell me you're not okay
And you needed me all along
Since you've been gone
Please don't leave me here alone
Just stay awhile
Make me smile
Please don't leave me here alone
Just stay awhile
And, baby, smile
Since you've been gone
I need to hear from you
Since you've been gone
I need to hear you say
Tell me you're not alright
And you needed to come home
(Since you've been gone)
Tell me you're not okay
And you needed me all along
Since you've been gone
I need to hear you say
Since you've been gone
Don't tell me
Don't tell me
I need to hear you say
You think she will even read this....cause i don't think she will. Not that it matters cause she prolly doesn't even know i exist anymore. Oh well, guess i just suck at this big game of life. |
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[Apr. 24th, 2006|03:43 pm] |
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| |  crushed | ] |
So its April 24th, 2006 and i still feel a piece of me is missing. Cause i definitly do not feel like myself anymore. Myself being the person i was through out high school and the summer leading up to this year. I have become a shell of my former self I don't think like I used to and I don't behave like I used to. Recently all I have done is sit in my room and do nothing. I don't have the drive I used to to do good in school. But don't get me wrong, I love the people I have met this year but I don't think that they have met the real me. The Kid who didn't need drugs and alcohol to have a good time. The Kid who just liked to hang around with his friends. The Kid who thought the best thing in the world was just spending time with the girl that he loved. But we all know how that turned out for me.
Maybe this whole college thing isn't for me. Maybe I should just stay at a minimum wage job for the rest of my life. Because unless if I can get it together in the next couple of weeks that is what it is going to end up being. When you get a .9 GPA in your first semester don't you think it is a sign you should just give up?
Please help me put the pieces of me back together, because I think I left them with someone who left me far behind. |
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| We all know who this is for |
[Feb. 28th, 2006|04:36 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  mischievous | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Keith Anderson - Everytime I hear your name | ] |
Fin'lly got over that song of ours; stopped chasin' little red sports cars,
To check the license plates an' back wood drivin' by your place.
Back makin' the rounds at our old haunts: Honky Tonks, restaurants.
An' seein' some of our old friends: it feels good to dance again.
An' I can fin'lly smell your perfume an' not look around the room for you.
An' I can walk right by your picture in a frame an' not feel a thing.
But when I hear your name,
I feel rain fallin' right out of the blue sky.
An' it's the fifth of May, an' I'm right there starin' in your eyes.
An' nothin's changed, an' we're still same.
An' I get lost in the innocence of a first kiss,
An' I'm hangin' on to every word rollin' off of your lips:
An' that's all it takes, an' I'm in that place,
Every time I hear your name.
Got someone special in my life: everyone thinks she'd make a great wife.
Dad says he thinks she's the one: reminds him of Mom when she was young,
But it's way too soon to be talkin 'bout rings; don't wanna rush into anything.
She's getting over someone too, kinda like me an' you.
An' she talks about him every once in a while, an' I just nod my head an' smile,
'Cause I know exactly what she's goin' through: yeah, I've been there too.
An' when the conversation turns to you,
I get caught in a "you were the only one for me",
Kinda thought, an' your face is all that I see.
I know I can't go back when I still go back.
An' there we are, a point down by the riverside,
An' I'm in your arms about to make love for the first time,
An' that's all it takes, an' I'm in that place,
Every time I hear your name.
So I'm thinkin' 'bout the words I left unsaid.
(Every time I hear your name.)
Stop tryin' the change the things I can't change.
(Every time I hear your name.)
In my heart I know you're gone, but in my head,
I feel rain fallin' right out of the blue sky.
An' it's the fifth of May, an' I'm right there starin' in your eyes.
That's all it takes, an' I'm in that place.
An' there we are, a point down by the riverside,
An' I'm in your arms about to make love for the first time.
An' I can't explain, but I'm in that place,
Every time I hear your name.
Every time I hear your name.
(Every time I hear your name.)
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh.
(Every time I hear your name.)
Ah ah.
Every time I hear your name.
man will she be pissed when she sees this....oh well |
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| Just cause |
[Oct. 13th, 2005|09:53 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Cold - Crossfade | ] |
Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannnot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold to you
And I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high
I never meant to be so cold
I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold |
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[Sep. 7th, 2005|07:41 pm] |
Wish You Were Here
So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees? Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change? And did you exchange
a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl,
year after year,
running over the same old ground. What have we found?
The same old fears,
wish you were here. |
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[Aug. 25th, 2005|03:00 am] |
Soul Asylum - Somebody to Shove Lyrics
Grandfather watches the grandfather clock
And the phone hasn�t rang for so long
And the time flies by like a vulture in the sky
Suddenly he breaks into song
I�m waiting by the phone
Waiting for you to call me up and tell me I�m not alone
I�m waiting by the phone
Waiting for you to call me up and tell me I�m not alone
Hello, speak up, is there somebody there?
These hang-ups are getting me down
In a world frozen over with over-exposure
Let�s talk it over, let�s go out and paint the town
I�m waiting by the phone
Waiting for you to call me up and tell me I�m not alone
Cause I want somebody to shove
I need somebody to shove
I want somebody to shove me
You�re a dream for insomniacs, prize in the cracker jacks
All the difference in the world is just a call away
And I�m waiting by the phone
Waiting for you to call me up and tell me I�m not alone
Yes I�m waiting by the phone
I�m waiting for you to call me up and tell me I�m not alone
Cause I want somebody to shove
I need somebody to shove
I want somebody to shove me
Yes I want somebody to shove
I need somebody to shove
I want somebody to shove me
fits don't it? |
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[Aug. 7th, 2005|12:57 am] |
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tonight was extremely fun. Brett how did your wedding go cause mine was grand. =) |
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[Apr. 29th, 2005|11:09 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | God of War | ] |
Your Birthdate: June 23 |
With a birthday on the 23rd of the month (5 energy) you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them.
You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas.
You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel.
You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable.
Your mind is quick, clever and analytical.
A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine.
You may have a tendency to shirk responsibility.
Very sociable, you make friends easily and you are an excellent traveling companion. |
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